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loadedparadox) wrote2012-12-11 03:19 am
loadedparadox) wrote2012-12-11 03:19 am
Contact Post
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[Doesn't exactly answer right away.]
I've been kind of busy, haven't I?
I've been kind of busy, haven't I?
We're going slow because this is more than sex? I can live without sex.
Now get why that picture on my phone was nearly my undoing?
Because we don't kiss enough? Kills me sometimes. I can taste you even when we're not kissing.
I don't care how long I go without though. I had a chance to fix it. Want what I have more.
I don't care how long I go without though. I had a chance to fix it. Want what I have more.
What made you believe I'm not ready? Just with everything with Ariadne and our life and how long its been...
I just didn't want you thinking it was a fuck or something trivial.
I just didn't want you thinking it was a fuck or something trivial.
I didn't mean it that way. Dammit. I'm just saying, I want you to know how I feel not just that I've craved you for years. Fantasized about you too.
Eames, you don't get it? You can take anything you want and I'll still be here.
Eames, you don't get it? You can take anything you want and I'll still be here.
Funny, it was your ass I was fantasizing about those three years and not mine. That and those lips. Told you I spent too much time thinking about them.
And I don't sext. Three. Years. With. Cobb. Who the hell was I sexting in that time? Also, that is a dumb word.
[There's a long pause before the next one.]
Remember the day I fell off the deck at Mal's? I was so caught up imagining bending you over the rail and screwing you senseless than I literally walked off the deck. Better?
And I don't sext. Three. Years. With. Cobb. Who the hell was I sexting in that time? Also, that is a dumb word.
[There's a long pause before the next one.]
Remember the day I fell off the deck at Mal's? I was so caught up imagining bending you over the rail and screwing you senseless than I literally walked off the deck. Better?
i didnt come up with the term love. and thats not 2 much time. u shuld tell me more
[There's another text through after the first]
jesus, that -
[Apparently Eames can't help keyboard smash because the rest of the text comes immediately after]
bugger me. rly? the rail? u looked gorgeous that day. u kept smiling and i wanted 2 drag u away and make u smile like that all by myself
[There's another text through after the first]
jesus, that -
[Apparently Eames can't help keyboard smash because the rest of the text comes immediately after]
bugger me. rly? the rail? u looked gorgeous that day. u kept smiling and i wanted 2 drag u away and make u smile like that all by myself
Really? Three years isn't long? Feels like forever when I'm trying not to think about you and that rail. And the front hallway.
And when we had to change in that tiny little bathroom on the Henderson job and I was turned away and pretending not to watch... and could see you in the reflection of the papertowel holder.
Bugger you? That was rather than goal. At least in my head. Your shirt kept riding up on one side when you bent over to look over the yard.
I kept wanting to bite that spot while jerking down your trousers.
And when we had to change in that tiny little bathroom on the Henderson job and I was turned away and pretending not to watch... and could see you in the reflection of the papertowel holder.
Bugger you? That was rather than goal. At least in my head. Your shirt kept riding up on one side when you bent over to look over the yard.
I kept wanting to bite that spot while jerking down your trousers.
[It would be undignified to keyboard smash and excuse himself to the nearest bathroom so Eames does what any good man would do and texts him back]
u wer looking? n i thought i was the deviant in this relationship. like wat u saw?
[A beat and then another text] rite then and there? out in the open like that?
u wer looking? n i thought i was the deviant in this relationship. like wat u saw?
[A beat and then another text] rite then and there? out in the open like that?
Telling me you never looked? Never stole a glance? Definitely loved the view. Love the line of your shoulders.
If we hadn't been at Mal's, with the kids, I would have. Maybe. I wanted to. Thought about taking you a lot.
If we hadn't been at Mal's, with the kids, I would have. Maybe. I wanted to. Thought about taking you a lot.
Past tense? I still am. But then I was. I would hold it all in and couldn't let myself look at you sometimes because I couldn't think.
No, I could think. About everything involving you and nudity and why am I the one confessing... Oh right. Meeting. Poor thing.
No, I could think. About everything involving you and nudity and why am I the one confessing... Oh right. Meeting. Poor thing.
Fuck them. Let them say something like that to you and let me here.
I worry if I tell you more, you'll pass out. Should be stretched out on the bed like I am.
I worry if I tell you more, you'll pass out. Should be stretched out on the bed like I am.
Just moved in here. Sitting on the sofa got uncomfortable.
What would knowing that change?
What would knowing that change?
Still dressed. Though a lot of my fantasies usually have me still dressed. You, not so much.
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